Just when you know you wanted to handle things plain and simple,

 the situation and people correlates around you seems complicate everything..

while you sought to make others happy then abruptly you hurt them maybe involuntary

but still you’ve created pain.

Don’t worry the bottom line is because you care

Unexpectedly it turns out the other way around.

Unexpectedly you made a mistake.

Don’t worry we’re all not perfect.

Just when you assume you already gave your finest shot

But still not enough

And so you feel worn out, has nothing to give.

Has nothing to prove, a total loser.

Don’t worry, God has a plan

Everything has reason, still try.

And when you anticipated being just real

But afterward you found out it’s a big piece of phony shit.

Feeling intimidated, feeling gibberish.

Don’t worry, you’re worthy enough to be needed by others.

Let the light swathe me, as you revealed direction to vast atmosphere.

Exuberant Mere Man of Adventure in Nature  

Darkness unleashed, these friendship is my northern star.

But if you ignore it like you always do, then I should keep my foot further.

Let me tell you these.

I'm sincere, I cared a lot. You're my friend and so am I?

Seems you don't believe in me.

Seems you don't care.

You don't seem to listen.

Seems you're avoiding me like virus.

Have I done wrong?

Have I treated you unfair?

Did I caused you pain.

Or you just don't want to be bothered by this oblivion anymore.

So I let it go, I let it be. I respect you.

One thing is for sure. I don't want to lose a friend, not anymore. Not you.

But if you desire to treat me this way, then tell me. Just simply tell me.

So I won't be asking stupid question to you anymore.

hahaha!!

damn i been missing mah old friends!! i been missing the childhood th'ng been doing during my grades school. i miss my cousins dang, didi, eloy,my siblings nis lams john jap.

I been missing the old town where i grew up...i missed the cold breeze of bacon beach..the sound of waves in the deep sleeping night.... the sunset view in repiolas!! while singing with my high school barkadas..or just chillin along with our silence.hey hey hey i just can't afford loosing those memories..those chances...

how 'bout running around under the rain.... laughing, playing, and shouting until you found yourself looking like mad man..hhaha.. and ohh nothing compares to hiking and nature trippings....and eat and eat and eat during the class hour. also escaping doing stupid things in high school..not minding what might happen tomorrow, without squeezing our brains with worries and stupid what ifs....

yah well, in short i been missing u people!! the memories we've shared...you know who you are!!!

--- ViAncA ---